In denial

When I said,

I watch a poem video,

And thought of you,

Doesn't mean I like you.

When my heart, 

Filled with butterfly, 

As I see you, 

Doesn't mean I like you. 

When my eyes look at you, 

And see you smiling, 

Make me also want to smile, 

Doesn't mean I like you. 

It just your presence, 

Give a different vibe, 

To my life. 

Only my heart, 

And the Creator know why. 

update ;

now actually 

I realize the 

reasons why 

I'm admiring you

as you are the opposite

personality as mine

at that point of time

and I really want

to have the smile 

on my face too

now I know

it's not you that I like

it's your look of happiness 

and freedom that I want

and today

I am also able to do that too

as I'm strong enough to 

accept you as a part of my life

and move on with life

that I want