NO MATTER WHAT

Do you know that 

a baby and a toddler 

can not consume too much sugar

include sweet drinks, sweets, etc

until they are 4 years old?

but still 

as children 

we always love sweet things ( sugar ) 

and crying if we don't get what we want 

it reminds me 

of how we are 

as a young adults 

now 

we pushing ourselves too hard 

that we don't realize 

we are hurting ourselves 

in the process

just to get what we want?

or what our past selves want?

a lot of money

that kind of specific car

this kind of branded clothes 

that kind of boyfriend/girlfriend 

have we ever wonder

that it's not only our efforts that count?

there are other factors as well 

in the process

in the between

that's what life is 

it's always in the between

the past and the future 

that's all we have 

and 

that's also all we have to enjoy 

constantly pushing ourselves 

constantly making ourselves ashamed 

constantly standing in the corner 

does that make you enjoy 

the "in-between"? 

it will always result in pain

it will always result in being unsatisfied 

it will always result in being tired 

and once a lot of time passes by 

you will only realize 

you get all the things you wanted 

by then but you are still not happy 

and now you are old 

actually

you don't need to do something 

if you don't want to 

you actually have a real choice 

you can choose to be in peace 

you can choose to be yourself 

you can be happy "in-between"

you can be happy in life